i dont wanna go :(

hello people ,maybe this is my last post until 40days later ,coz tomorrow i must go to Margodadi village .
aaaaaahhhhhh you know i dont wanna go .....................................
i feel lonely and stressful :(
so sorry i think nobody can know what i'm feel , so i never tell to anyone . i keep that !
aaaaaaaaahhh dont know what i say , im just afraid
May Allah bless me , and i hope you all of you give me support and wish me luck


see you in 40days later :(