Sweet Gradation

hay everyone , how's your day ? good ? must be ! 

my feeling is better than my last post :)
everything is going well , and i just try to calm to face off every problem seems like i more grown up , but i'm still imagine if i can be the another "PeterPan" who can lives forever young :)
But lately i feel sad, because my friend in my college , i just got approved my thesis but i dont know many of them looks like making fun of me. I try to calm and act "its okay" but if they do it excessively i feel very annoyed. Sorry guys but it just what i feel ,but actually i love all of you and I want us to succeed together.

Oh ,yesterday i just bought crown and headband from my firend in my college. Its cheap but surely its worth to you like it, let me know if you want this crown :)
and i just mix it with my dress,actually this dress has long made(design of my dress is originally by me,i really love that gradation colour) and just hanginng in my closet, so this is the first time i wear it , enjoy these picture guys !

brave and face off

Lately i think i cant smile or laugh , i have so many problem . Sometimes i wanna cry but i always hold it .

I dont wanna people know and see my tears , but sometimes i'm too tired to be strong and always struggling to deal with all of problem alone . I really know the other people arround is busy and they have their own problem ,so beacuse of that i dont wanna share about my story and i dont wanna make them troubled by my  problem.

Life is hard .... but please dont push me too much dont force me too much .....

Well,whatever happens i must be brave and face off of all of the problem by myself i think coz when you still can breathe you always have problem . Just put your smile on your face dont let the other think your sloppy guys :)

Today i get chance to go abroad and do study exchange but I let that opportunity ,because i dont have enough money to go . Ah so sad guys i hope next time i will have another good chance and enough money of course :)

well , that's my short story and these are my another style guys . like my story i must brave , so i try to brave choose this style which is actually i think i look different .

brave and face off

odd , old , omg :)

sometimes life is not like what your planning , but you must take another plan and dont be stress !
and when you have a problem not always you must tell that to everyone sometimes even you tell them they dont understand maybe they can judge you ,push you !
when nobody cant accept your problem and wont understand you it doesnt matter ! you dont have to cry , you just silent and keep it , give your smile to them and hidding your upset mood .
well , i dont know if that situation hapen to you guys, lately this is happen to me i cant get permission to speak what i feel and i'm just silent like a usually :(
i think its enough for my (sad ? ) story , i wanna share another style i created :)
These are the picture :

black and white

its been along time from my latest post (again)
but i'm back ,since i have a new tripod so i think i will make a posting more often :)
i take these picture last day

Outerwear : retail therapy

Shoes : 13thshoes

red noodles

woho ,actually i have more time but i dont know too lazy to make post on my blog,sorry people :)
last thursday i make spaghetti and i wanna share that :)

i just made this spaghetti with a simple ingredients and of course because I want to eat as soon as possible, i just add cheese , onion, and chicken breast i prefer to ust cut it into cubes rather than chopped it.

my sauce is ready :)

nom nom nom,lets eat :)

to dazzle

Shirt : VRY

Shoes : UP

my day

So i think this saturday is my day. I'm just feel happy and enjoying this day.
From the morning until this evening my mood is always up.Yeaah its not happen everyday because my mood can change very easy but I'm very good at keeping what i feel and keep feeling I guess is my specialty.
Today i go to beauty shop accompanied with my friend. I decide to cut my pony to change my hair style and i did nail care, really enjoy that :) and of course my stomach must be fill up so i ate shabu-shabu until i can eat anymore :)
and i really comfortable with my outfit today :)

Shoes : Retail Therapy

Bag : Ciciero

my face potrait,my new pony :)

orange cake

its been a long time since my last post, yeaah because i'm a little busy lately.
Now I've become active in college activities, i think this period will be the hard time .
But i have more spare time ,because i just take six lesson in this period and I have not started course i must waiting my friend come back from her duty in village.
May i get a lot of luck and always healthy for to through all activities.

Some time ago, i try to make cake of course with the help of my mother :)
but because my mother afraid if i disrupt the cake,she decide to make the cake by herself and she told me to look her making cake :)
but for decoration she give to me :)

for decoration that cake i make cream by myself , i just mix flour sugar ,butter and grated orange peel for create fresh taste.And yes te cream not white like normally cake its little bit orange :)

besides cream i use canned orange

                              grated cheese

                              grated chocolate

and then i just greasing and sprinkling those for the topping so orange cake is finish :)

and its ready to eat :)

Finally its over

Yesterday 10August 2012 my duty is over ! yeaaaay !

i got many experience and learning of life at Margodadi Village,thanks to all citizens at there.

i know how to be teacher for children ,how to be grateful ,how to be patient ,adapt to new environments.

all citizens at Margodadi Village is so kind, when i go out i just give them smile they will give smile back even we dont know each other.

i learn to accept their culture even is strange for me,but its fun :)

we as college student is always considered special by all citizens.

but for me the hardest thing is this duty is member of my group. its hard to combine 15 people .I must be patient to facing them,not many friend i like but even i hate someone i just keep it yes because we dont know each other before i think.But fortunately there are many friends matched with me.

after all this time 40days is over :)

Thanks God for this extraordinary experience :)

i love that kid who the most forward ,he is satrio, he is so fun im gonna miss him :)

Thank to my brother and his friend,who would come to be our photographer :)

keep smile :(

i'm make this post from my kkn location , really frustation here
i cried a lot today because them, i'm feel alone ,nobody can make me always ch eerfull

i'm just post about that today, coz i feel really frustation

wish me luck guys (:

the grey

its Saturday everyone and i'm still suffering from a cold :( wish me get healthy soon :)
in my rest time i found old blazer in my mother closet, so i decide to mix it with my dress.
and these are the result :

do you realize I make a change of hair style ? yaaap I make a pony actually i decide to make pony 2weeks ago :)

Grey Dress from hanake shop

Shoes from Decimal Shoes

Grey Blazer from My mom's closet